Heart

A very good friend of mine, Am, has given me links about love. I really don't know why but I just decided to read it anyway :) The links were showing how men tend to express their love. Kind off weird to be reading about this though. Geli pun ada. hahaha. The world "cinta" or "sayang" makes me giggle :D I guess I'm just not mature enough.


As for me I don't think I'll ever find a boyfriend until I've finished studying. At least not from UPM :p
Because here is how relationships work in UPM:
1) Either the boy or the girl already has a boyfriend at home.
2) Find another 'spare part' in campus.
3) Stay in a relationship till end of semester.
4) Go back home, break up with the boyfriend or the girlfriend from campus.
5) Be in a relationship with the current ex from home.
6) Holiday ends, go back to campus, break up with the ex from home.
7) Back in a relationship with ex from campus! yeayyyy. happy love life <3


If you understand the whole procedure :)


Which is why I will never find one from here (well I hope not) I admit there are some really good guys over here that I really admire. Guys that never touch girls, never stare at girls and etc. Most of them are in the religious category. I would say they are far more attractive than other normal boys. hehehe. My taste is very different  (gatal mode :p) Then again, they'll never look at girls like me :( But never give up on your hope in marrying an ustaz Reyna! hahaha. 


However, these 3 guys that I have major crushes on should never know that I actually like them (Kind off pointless to be saying this cause I know they'll be reading this anyway. hahaha) Anyway, if a girl confesses her love towards the boy before he does, then by all means the girl has lost. Girls should never do that. It's just against the rules of feminism. A girl's feeling should be kept to herself and expressed to the man she knows she's going to marry. Baru la special like dis <3 hehe.
Hence, try not to be in a relationship. This is to maintain your boundaries as a girl and a boy. Nothing more compared to a married couple. Just know that that person is yours and you are going to be his. That way is even more sweeter :) You malu2, you sengih2 like kerang busuk, then you express, then you get married. Like a princess :D (takda kena mengena tapi sounds cute)


Good thing mama reminds me all the time to take care of myself and know my boundaries against any boys :)


Moral of this post is:
1) Doesn't matter how hard a person is trying to get your love if the time is not right, don't push your self.
2) You don't have to be in a relationship to keep that person in your life. You just have to trust that person and know that he or she truly loves you.
3) Keep your boundaries cause anything can happen.
4) Be patience. When the time comes, he or she will be yours. That one last person WILL be the best for you <3